I.... Should I.....?

[Bashing]

wow ember you might be leaving JUST CAUSE OF STUPID MAPLESTORY .... failure dude LEAVE IF U WANT

[MsMeowzers]

wow ember you might be leaving JUST CAUSE OF STUPID MAPLESTORY .... failure dude LEAVE IF U WANT

Hey,some addictions get too powerful.

[steveking99]

wow ember you might be leaving JUST CAUSE OF STUPID MAPLESTORY .... failure dude LEAVE IF U WANT

Hey,some addictions get too powerful.

Unless you have a good old talk

[Dracoplasm]

wow ember you might be leaving JUST CAUSE OF STUPID MAPLESTORY .... failure dude LEAVE IF U WANT

Seriously....
I dont think i wanna put up with your flamings no more so i think ill just click the invisible Report button

[EmberSparks]

MapleStory has dragged me to the edge of madness....
Nnow, reality is a nightmare I can't get out of....
I don't see any reason to exist....
I should just extinguish this tiny life....

[Otaku]

-clears throat-
I don't know you who you are, or probaly never will at this rate, but I'd like you to reflect on your actions before you decide anything drastic. If you are deciding to leave the forums for a game and it's something you are solid about, I would say a word of passing and send you it on your way. But if you are thinking thoughts of such extent, reconsider everything before going to such measures. If you are having difficulties think. Think deeply about your experiences especially ones relating to us here. Think about all the memories and friends you've made and all the good experiences you've lived through and the communities you've known. Think of how much affection, care and camaraderie you've went through. Think of the people who love you and everyone who has impacted into your life. Think not just of your own sufferings but the consequences of your actions. Then, think about your future. What do you think will happen if you persist on your certain pathway in life. Sorry for this block of text. If you really need help then rely on others and don't bottle it up inside. Consequences are nothing if you compare them to what will continue and what will result. If you are still firm in your decision after all this I'd like to wish you a word of farewell. Hope you find your right road in life. That is all. I hope I wasn't too depressing or gloomy. Madness is nothing in the face of resolve.

[EmberSparks]

Wow, Otaku... that was...

Can anyone give me a reason to live? If there's a reason, I wanna hear it.

[twister7boy]

what Otaku said is true.
it might solve your problems but starts one for all your friends and family.
plus you will never know how fun your life might end it.
a lot of hard times to come.
still a lot more fun times.
the choices we make no matter what situation we are in control our future.
you always have a choice in something no matter what.
i thought about it once and supper glad i didn't.
lived through hell but have plenty of good times i will never forget.
just remember someone else out there has a worse life then you.
you have family and friends plus a place to stay every night.
food in your gut and clean clothes to wear.
and of course you got your friends on the net you can talk to.
maybe one day you will meet up with some of them and have a great time.
don't knock it because i had a blast meeting my friends on the internet i have made over the years.
so how about that?

[bugtrapper]

I'm addicted to MapleStory again.....
I'm thinking of quitting this site, but you guys are such nice people (cough).....
Also, G.R.A.V.E isn't done yet.....
Even worse, I'm busy with schoolwork(I'm in charge of the gaming section of my school magazine)....
Ah well, time to listen to your opinions.

BTW PM me to get my IGN, I don't use the IGN on the left much.

well i got addicted again to and i am VERY busy with school work so i hav barely been on this site much anymore i occasionally come here, wen im bored

[twister7boy]

maple story part.
make a better plan to organize your week.
like i don't get on when it's way overloaded with way too many people.
plus other stuff is important as well.
like keeping up with your friends and family.
actually doing stuff with them other then on the computer.
i love maple story too but i also know when my computer says give me a break i can't handle this much of a load.

[MsMeowzers]

Can anyone give me a reason to live? If there's a reason, I wanna hear it.

There is a reason god put us on Earth.To live and enjoy life.
If you end your life,you won't be able to do that.

[Otaku]

I can sympathize on how you feel because I used to be in a position just like it.
I was unable to tell reality from fiction and what my life should continue onto.
But I realized from that experience that everyone has horrid and amazing experiences in their life.
There will be moments you enjoy and ones you despise. But accept them and never regret.
Both are necessary in a person, and it makes up the personality, reality, and unique features of everyone.
Accepting these experiences whatever they may be and moving is what drives the human race forward.
In life you'll have difficult times and happy times.
There will be moments you'll feel like your last resort is to give up, but remember you are not the only one.
Life is always an up down rollercoaster of emotions, but all the experiences make us who we are.
The fact that people wish you not to leave, and how they expressed worries means you're not standing alone.
Even in the midst of madness, of darkness, just reach out a hand.
I'll bet it'll be grabbed on by anyone from your friends, your family, even this forum community you've grewn onto.
I don't like saying that there is always someone who is doing worse then you, because everyone's life is different.
If you really need a reason to keep on living, look around you. Your life is not a black void but infact a bright scene of possibilities.
Better to keep going, then erasing any chance of happiness and that's not just you. Consider how you will affect others.
Never give up. You will find a pathway again and a way for yourself to shine again, to smile again.
My advice is for you to follow what you feel is right after considering all of us.......
Keep following that path until you find your horizons again.

[playa4life01]

wow ember you might be leaving JUST CAUSE OF STUPID MAPLESTORY .... failure dude LEAVE IF U WANT

Hey,some addictions get too powerful.

hmm...
let me guess
touhou ??

[EmberSparks]

I.... I am.... I do not deserve a place under the sun.
I have neither dreams nor honor!

[playa4life01]

stop talking like in a poem or sumthing
its weird to understand

[steveking99]

Maplestory is EmberSparks fetishism"amiright"?

[MsMeowzers]

I.... I am.... I do not deserve a place under the sun.
I have neither dreams nor honor!

Stop thinking negatively about yourself!
You'll never get anywhere doing that!

[Otaku]

I.... I am.... I do not deserve a place under the sun.
I have neither dreams nor honor!

Stop thinking negatively about yourself!
You'll never get anywhere doing that!

Thinking critically about yourself is necessary for your life to progress. Critically does not mean negatively. Ember, just as you have a right to degrade yourself and have a judgment for yourself, do others around. Look at other people's opinions for a second. Just check out this thread, everyone who has posted do not wish for you to leave/give up and have expressed that in their own way. Just because you think you do not deserve a place under the sun doesn't mean it's what will happen. I'm sure many people will agree with me when I say you do. Nothing can not be repented/forgiven for because everything has a reason or a cause.

[EmberSparks]

My hopes have been crushed today.
I shall always be in denial!

[Otaku]

How have your hopes been crushed?
Can you lay out your situation a little bit so I can understand your dilemma?